I am thinking of changing the content of what I blog in the near future so I may be starting a new blog soon. If that happens I will post the link to my new blog in one of these blog entries.
I feel that the past few years have been "prime years" of my life that were squandered/wasted in just about every way that I can think of (be it work or play). That is a terrible feeling so I am trying to mitigate damages and have some semblance of the kind of life that I value in the near future.
Recently I found myself on youtube looking at Footage from clubs in Los Angeles that I used to hang out at a few years ago. I wasn't looking at footage from my favorite places in the area either. I am too young to be feeling nostalgic about mediocre times: Most people my age are out creating memories right now as opposed to reminiscing. Thats the world that I live in at the moment, though. Its all about finding footage from the Exact point in time and the exact night f the week when you used to hang out there. A lot of these places don't exist anymore. I don't know whether these clubs weren't making enough money to stay open or whether "times/ what people were looking for" changed enough that they decided that it was a good idea to close the venue. Whatever the reason, no matter what happens in my life I will never have those exact times again... Interesting to think about.
People really are creative in trying to get past CLEAR NO's in my universe a lot these days. This is a Very long story that would be worthy of its own blog entry. I think people would call in a shrink to try to get a diagnosis that nullfies someone's Clear Intentions of a lack of wanting to associate with them. I have no idea whether the "They couldn't possibly mean that!!" argument could work...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Wow...
I have decided to make changes to my settings. Anyone who wants to post a comment is going to have to get past the "censor:" "sal undy" or otherwise... If its truly all about me seeing your comment, whether I post it or not is not important.
At this point, the only true remedy to my problem is the sort of Financial freedom that allows one to have some control over who/what he encounters on a daily basis and having my rights enforced. There is clearly an agenda involved in saying anything very different than that. Anything else either has nothing to do with my circumstance or is a step in the wrong direction. I have rarely had much of a "choice" since 2005. Whenever I have been in California since 2005, I chose to be there. I didn't mind that I was in Florida for a while. Aside from that I haven't chose to be wherever I was since 2005. I am as against that sort of thing as possible.
I have wrote about many problems that I have had: many of which involve Felonies being committed against me. Supposedly we are not supposed to resort to vigilante means/ self-help in dealing with these situations, but someone has to live up to their end of the bargain to make that plausible.
There have been torrential downpours in the Los Angeles during the last couple of days. Hopefully the weather improves soon...
People often talk about how they have been through struggles as well if someone complains about their circumstance. I guess that there are 2 ways that a person can go with that 1) The person is trying to empathize by saying that they have been through struggles as well, 2) They are disregarding the complaint/gripe. In regards to the latter case, I believe that people have legitimate gripes regardless of what has happened to others. There is definitely the extreme case where someone is being annoying by griping about something trivial. Other than that case, I don't "have" people who don't respect other people's complaints because others have been through terrible times.
Finally, I have never heard anyone refer to themselves as an intellectual then make fun of a homeless person in in the same paragragh...That is novel...
At this point, the only true remedy to my problem is the sort of Financial freedom that allows one to have some control over who/what he encounters on a daily basis and having my rights enforced. There is clearly an agenda involved in saying anything very different than that. Anything else either has nothing to do with my circumstance or is a step in the wrong direction. I have rarely had much of a "choice" since 2005. Whenever I have been in California since 2005, I chose to be there. I didn't mind that I was in Florida for a while. Aside from that I haven't chose to be wherever I was since 2005. I am as against that sort of thing as possible.
I have wrote about many problems that I have had: many of which involve Felonies being committed against me. Supposedly we are not supposed to resort to vigilante means/ self-help in dealing with these situations, but someone has to live up to their end of the bargain to make that plausible.
There have been torrential downpours in the Los Angeles during the last couple of days. Hopefully the weather improves soon...
People often talk about how they have been through struggles as well if someone complains about their circumstance. I guess that there are 2 ways that a person can go with that 1) The person is trying to empathize by saying that they have been through struggles as well, 2) They are disregarding the complaint/gripe. In regards to the latter case, I believe that people have legitimate gripes regardless of what has happened to others. There is definitely the extreme case where someone is being annoying by griping about something trivial. Other than that case, I don't "have" people who don't respect other people's complaints because others have been through terrible times.
Finally, I have never heard anyone refer to themselves as an intellectual then make fun of a homeless person in in the same paragragh...That is novel...
Friday, January 15, 2010
1/15/10
Pau Gasol shoots an unheard of field goal percentage for someone who shoots jumpers and or shoots often. People play in the post, only dunk, and don't shoot that high of a percentage. I don't know whether commentators talk about that a lot: After a while, I tend to be more focused on watching the game than listening to the commentators...
They should have Topher Grace who played the role of "Venom" in the last spiderman movie play the role of Spiderman in the next movie if they are looking for someone to replace Toby Maguire and not miss a beat. I remember having a conversation with someone once about how they could try out for a lot of the same roles.
Its always interesting when celebrities don't get away with something because celebrities are often given so much more flexibility/leniency. I bet that just about any known celebrity could walk into just about any business and that business would let that Celebrity work at the cash register for the day just for the heck of it. The manager would say, "OMG..its '____'!" Now they are at the cash register. If they have a camera crew with them its that much more likely. The implications of that are interesting to think about.
I havent chatted online with anyone who wasnt already on my friendlist since 2003. I decided to check out a chatroom for Nostalgia's sake a couple of days ago. There is no rhyme or reason to what chatrooms are labeled and who is in them: Apparently no one from any city is in their own chatroom...
Everyone has been prejudiced by something and had it affect their judgment/ perception. I guess the normal level of that is when someone wears a jacket as opposed to a heavier coat because someone told them that it was going to be 10 degrees warmer outside than it actually was. I guess that perceiving it to be a bit hotter than it actually is normal. The thing that I find interesting is when people are so prejudiced that they dont perceive what is happening in front of them AT ALL. I try to avoid that level.
They should have Topher Grace who played the role of "Venom" in the last spiderman movie play the role of Spiderman in the next movie if they are looking for someone to replace Toby Maguire and not miss a beat. I remember having a conversation with someone once about how they could try out for a lot of the same roles.
Its always interesting when celebrities don't get away with something because celebrities are often given so much more flexibility/leniency. I bet that just about any known celebrity could walk into just about any business and that business would let that Celebrity work at the cash register for the day just for the heck of it. The manager would say, "OMG..its '____'!" Now they are at the cash register. If they have a camera crew with them its that much more likely. The implications of that are interesting to think about.
I havent chatted online with anyone who wasnt already on my friendlist since 2003. I decided to check out a chatroom for Nostalgia's sake a couple of days ago. There is no rhyme or reason to what chatrooms are labeled and who is in them: Apparently no one from any city is in their own chatroom...
Everyone has been prejudiced by something and had it affect their judgment/ perception. I guess the normal level of that is when someone wears a jacket as opposed to a heavier coat because someone told them that it was going to be 10 degrees warmer outside than it actually was. I guess that perceiving it to be a bit hotter than it actually is normal. The thing that I find interesting is when people are so prejudiced that they dont perceive what is happening in front of them AT ALL. I try to avoid that level.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
1/13/10
Considering what has happened to me over the past few years (much of which I have blogged about), I am not particularly fond of outlandish criticisms among other things. I have blogged about accounts being hacked, homelessness, a lack of cooperation from authorities, and fraud amongst other things. I have difficulty respecting anyone who is not only failing to help but piling onto the problems...
Exactly what is a "Twitter." It doesn't sound like anything that I would want to be a part of but a name can be very misleading. It seems like a popular website. Since Facebook and Myspace have been around for a while is that the next big thing?
A while ago I blogged about the fact that I don't add people who I haven't met based on the "Looks like winner" theory anymore. I am not an active member of myspace anymore (I have an account but no one is added). Back when I was a member I received a friend request from some guy. In his "about me" section it said something like, "The Indusstry is f***ed up so I started this website to get some support for the cause. He had thousands of friends added and in the comments section everyone said something like, "I like what you are doing. Thanks for adding me."I wasnt sure if i had ever met that guy so I didn't add him (who knows whose account that was) but I am assuming that thousands of people added him because the page "looked like a winner" to them. Interesting to think about.
It seems that I get rounded up to the bottom of the next highest category often. I haven't decided whether that is a good thing or a bad thing. I am rarely at the top of the food chain of whatever circumstance I am in long enough to enjoy it. I guess that one positive thing about it is that there is always incentive to "come up" until I Truly reach the top.
If what they are saying at this point is accurate...The earthquake in Haiti sounds like the worst Disaster of my lifetime...
Exactly what is a "Twitter." It doesn't sound like anything that I would want to be a part of but a name can be very misleading. It seems like a popular website. Since Facebook and Myspace have been around for a while is that the next big thing?
A while ago I blogged about the fact that I don't add people who I haven't met based on the "Looks like winner" theory anymore. I am not an active member of myspace anymore (I have an account but no one is added). Back when I was a member I received a friend request from some guy. In his "about me" section it said something like, "The Indusstry is f***ed up so I started this website to get some support for the cause. He had thousands of friends added and in the comments section everyone said something like, "I like what you are doing. Thanks for adding me."I wasnt sure if i had ever met that guy so I didn't add him (who knows whose account that was) but I am assuming that thousands of people added him because the page "looked like a winner" to them. Interesting to think about.
It seems that I get rounded up to the bottom of the next highest category often. I haven't decided whether that is a good thing or a bad thing. I am rarely at the top of the food chain of whatever circumstance I am in long enough to enjoy it. I guess that one positive thing about it is that there is always incentive to "come up" until I Truly reach the top.
If what they are saying at this point is accurate...The earthquake in Haiti sounds like the worst Disaster of my lifetime...
Monday, January 11, 2010
Interesting
-I probably would write what i was doing at Angel Stadium but its too close to giving contact information. It would definitely be a good thing for certain people to know how to get in contact with me but definitely not whoever posted those 2 comments asking me about what I did at Angel Stadium. The last time that a bunch of people like whoever posted those 2 comment had my contact information it ended Disasterously.
-In any event, I am still looking for employment. I continue to put in application after application but no success...
-Most people who are "needed" at a job get payed top-dollar for doing what ever they do. At this rate, I am convinced that if i was ever "Needed" i would be drastically underpaid or something in that ballpark...
-Recently I had an interview at some type of staffing agency. The woman who interviewed me didnt believe my resume. Seemed like an uphill battle. That is somewhere in the ballpark of "Never..."
-No...I will Never be back in the state of MI again (No, Detroit is not the exception, I won't be in Detroit again either). I would rather have multiple root canals done on the same day (And I dont like Root canals). I am one of the most difficult people to upset but if I ever had to be located in MI again that would probably enrage me.
-On a brigher note...This webpage always makes me feel a bit better when some website is aggravting me. If it were slightly more complex... http://bored.com/destroysites/
-In any event, I am still looking for employment. I continue to put in application after application but no success...
-Most people who are "needed" at a job get payed top-dollar for doing what ever they do. At this rate, I am convinced that if i was ever "Needed" i would be drastically underpaid or something in that ballpark...
-Recently I had an interview at some type of staffing agency. The woman who interviewed me didnt believe my resume. Seemed like an uphill battle. That is somewhere in the ballpark of "Never..."
-No...I will Never be back in the state of MI again (No, Detroit is not the exception, I won't be in Detroit again either). I would rather have multiple root canals done on the same day (And I dont like Root canals). I am one of the most difficult people to upset but if I ever had to be located in MI again that would probably enrage me.
-On a brigher note...This webpage always makes me feel a bit better when some website is aggravting me. If it were slightly more complex... http://bored.com/destroysites/
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Heppy New Years
I have blogged about a lot of problems that I have had over the past few years. I have come to the conclusion that the key to figuring out who the source of my problems is a combination of researching paper trails and running background checks on people who i dealt with in the past. I am pretty sure that things will become very clear at that point.
Lately I have been using the yahoo search engine more than google. For some reason it gives me more accurate results...
Recently i have been stating the obvious a lot more than usual. People make fun of you if you do that but sometimes that is best commentary that you can possibly give. Like "Someone is hanging out in the dorm naked, they showered a half hour ago but they are just hanging out and having lengthy conversations with people with no clothes on..." If that happens at your dorm...those are obvious comments, but what more can you possibly say about it?
Homeless status is a good thing to avoid. There are some barriers to getting yourself out of that situation if you ever find yourself in it. Very often, It's more complicated than "I am going to put in an application an get out of this situation. Apparently you learn something very valuable if you successfully navigate your way out of that situation: Successfully navigating your way out of the situation isn't promised though...
I give people the "thumbs up" often. Lately I have been trying use the "thumbs up" less often. "Thumbs up" always makes me think of people getting carried off of the playing field after a Severe injury...
Everyone loses contact with people in life. It is a combination of people who a person is happy to lose contact with and people who a person didnt want to lose contact with. I lose contact with people who i didnt want to lose contact with because of a mixture of the fact that I stopped memorizing phone numbers years ago and the fact that I encountered a lot of my friends so often that I didn't have a need to get their phone numbers in the past. If you see someone 6 times a week when you are out and about you might not see a point to getting their number...
Lately I have been using the yahoo search engine more than google. For some reason it gives me more accurate results...
Recently i have been stating the obvious a lot more than usual. People make fun of you if you do that but sometimes that is best commentary that you can possibly give. Like "Someone is hanging out in the dorm naked, they showered a half hour ago but they are just hanging out and having lengthy conversations with people with no clothes on..." If that happens at your dorm...those are obvious comments, but what more can you possibly say about it?
Homeless status is a good thing to avoid. There are some barriers to getting yourself out of that situation if you ever find yourself in it. Very often, It's more complicated than "I am going to put in an application an get out of this situation. Apparently you learn something very valuable if you successfully navigate your way out of that situation: Successfully navigating your way out of the situation isn't promised though...
I give people the "thumbs up" often. Lately I have been trying use the "thumbs up" less often. "Thumbs up" always makes me think of people getting carried off of the playing field after a Severe injury...
Everyone loses contact with people in life. It is a combination of people who a person is happy to lose contact with and people who a person didnt want to lose contact with. I lose contact with people who i didnt want to lose contact with because of a mixture of the fact that I stopped memorizing phone numbers years ago and the fact that I encountered a lot of my friends so often that I didn't have a need to get their phone numbers in the past. If you see someone 6 times a week when you are out and about you might not see a point to getting their number...
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